/ life

August 29, 2006 at 6:55 pm (⌡Rated.Retarded⌠)

Life is so fragile, kind of ironical isn’t it? You’re born, you live, you die. It’s all a matter of when and how long. The more you live the later you die. Somehow everyone’s living to die. ): Life shouldn’t be taken so jokingly. It’s given to us (who cares how life comes about, either you’re here or you’re not, but if you’re not you wouldn’t be able to read this anyway) and then if we die just like that (or rather, suicide) it’s so wasted. Your parents would be devastated, I’m sure. Why do people want to die? Hais. ): This is such a saddening topic. Some things in life are just so unpredictable. Well, life goes on.


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/ the hurt

August 29, 2006 at 8:16 am (Emo)

Sometimes it cannot be avoided.The hurt that will definitely come with the love, the friendship, everything. I wonder why. Running away is not the correct way to do things. Avoiding the situation will not make it better at all! If that’s the case, why do people get into relationships if they know they’re bound to be hurt, someway or another. Being snubbed does not make it better at all. Escaping is a form of cowardice, is it? I want to be away from the sadness of living. I want happiness. I want to be happy everyday. It is not easy right. *screams*

Perhaps it’s what people call “mood-swing”.

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/ hype it up a little, won’t you

August 23, 2006 at 8:15 am (Random)

Life is boring. Don’t you agree? When your life is filled with studying, studying and more studying. Not that I actually study a lot, I’m damn good at procrastination. Perhaps it’s more of a denial to start studying and stress myself to the max. The again, when the paper is starting in less than a day I still study, can’t afford to throw away my future.

I want to hit the beaches after exams. Holidays are great! Shopping, tanning, slacking… I want sleepovers too! Not to forget chalet. Whoa. Not enough money to all these and I’ve to get a job. Working life is worse. Work work work work work. No life, at all. Too bad, I’ve to actually work in order to get money to complete everything I want to do during the holidays. Sometimes I think life really sucks. ):

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/ the great question

August 22, 2006 at 4:21 pm (⌡Rated.Retarded⌠)

No, not about what comes first – the egg or the chick. Neither is it about Adam and Eve, if people are still interested in it. It’s about love. Yes, the sacred four letter word that isn’t vulgar. There are so many arguments about love. One big big question that many ask will be “Which is better, to love or to be loved?”

The correct answer, would probably be both, half each. Yet, it’s often not the case. Many people think it’s a blessing to be loved. Who cares if you love the person or not, as long as the person in question loves you, dotes on you and is good to you. This is perhaps a rather selfish thought. I’ve no idea which way do I stand, possibly because I feel a little of each, but not strong enough to take any stand, not even the middle one. Being able to love is a wonderful feeling. How many people are able to do that? Due to bad experiences, or simply not having someone for you to love. The person might be unable to reciprocate your feelings, but as long as he or she knows that you care, it’s enough, isn’t it? It’s quite sad wanting to love someone, badly, yet there is nobody for you to love, not even someone who wouldn’t reciprocate your feelings. Sad, isn’t it?

I want to be happy. To love and to be loved both has its good points. Perhaps, it’s good to find someone whom I love dearly and loves me back. More? I dare not say. Read this somewhere before “If you love your other half 99%, and your other half loves you 100%, would it be perfect? Why can’t both parties love each other 100%, or even more than that?” I’ve no idea. Just….. a question for us to think about.

Oh, I’m digressing. Happiness comes from the heart. I think…. I’m a selfish one. I want to be loved more than I love, because I know, the deeper the feelings, the greater the hurt when it comes to break ups. But, that doesn’t mean I don’t want to love anyone a lot! I still do, but maybe I’m holding back, just because.

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/ my love

August 21, 2006 at 7:57 am (Ramblings -)

Okay, I’ve decided, after sometime, that it might be better to use wordpress instead of blogger. The idea of being able to lock my entries are exhilarating, cause there are times I don’t want so many people to read my posts, and FOD is damn crap lah, keeps logging me out. >.< And not many people have FOD accounts anyway. Okay, don’t digress anymore. Hello my friends lah! Hehs. My English sucks. LALALALAAAA. I’m still going to use my blog, possibly with similar entries or direct copy and paste, cause there are things not to be known to the whole world. LALALALAH. This one have to leave comments instead of simple tagging. Hmm. Okay lah. I am here, I was here, I’m gone. Whooosh~

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