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July 10, 2007 at 11:20 pm (Random)

WHAT R You?..Find Out…!
A- Damn good kisser
B- Good all around person
C- You’re wild and crazy
D- You have one of the best personalities ever
F- People adore you
E- You have a nice ass
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You get hyper easily.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You are really silly
L- You live to have fun.
M- Success comes easily to you.
N- You are absolutely beautiful
O-you are one of the best in bed
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Fuckin sexy.
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You’re loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let ppl tell u wat to do
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for
Z- always ready

nothing much!

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June is almost ending

June 28, 2007 at 2:36 pm (friends)

and hence I see a need to update. (:
Will be doing the friends edition posts soon. All will have password. I’ll sms/email you yours.
Going to start with my netballers I guess. Since Stella’s birthday just past, and An Qi’s coming up.
Then it’ll be loggies and fishy&coco peoples.

Loves all! That’s all for now. I gotta think of my content right?

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May 25, 2007 at 1:27 am (Random)

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life’s getting stressed

May 17, 2007 at 4:56 am (Emo)

Sometimes I really feel that poly life isn’t that suitable for me. My grades aren’t good at all. I’ve no talent in anything, so lazy and always slacking. It’s really tiring too. 無心向學. AHHH. ):
Life isn’t always smooth sailng. Rawr.
Crap and blahs.
Unhappiness and everything.
On the other hand, I like my wcom class. They’re quite fun and all. 😀
Other classes are alright lohs.
Hate studying.
Hopefully everything will come back to me soon lor.
I want to get a printer.

I miss the times we used to share but no longer do.

DATE/TIME CHECK: 17 MAY 2007 (happy 10 months deardear)/0441
I don’t know when I typed the previous things out but it doesn’t matter anymore.
Thought and remembered this blog. Came back, wanting to blog, because I know, by putting my thoughts here, it’ll most probably not be read by others, except the occasional Shu Xian and Wei Qian, who both clicked on the wrong link. The thing is, why do I still blog here? Why don’t I just password this entry and so it’ll be ignored, forever? Because even I don’t remember the ridiculous passwords I myself set. Perhaps there’s this minor part of me who’s screaming for understanding. It feels really great to be understood, to have someone who’s there, who understands and will not abandon me. I read the comments left and I can get quite emotional, because I’m touched by the friends I have. I’m a lucky girl. Well, maybe not that lucky but at least I have true friends. It’s as though I’m not alone, and am never alone. However, I myself am very clear, what I’m heading towards. Life isn’t always smooth sailing. It’s normal to get that kind of feeling but, I don’t know, it seems to be happening quite often too, even though now I’m in the same class as Wei Qian and Siew Fong. I realised I didn’t really know my friends, so was quite surprised when I did very well for Siew’s lil test in her blog. Friends are for life, it’s time to really get to know them. Everything. The good and the bad.
Previously there was this period of time I had a temporary break with my boyfriend (like, duh, who else right). The thoughts that are running through my mind. Everything. Yet sometimes it’s hard to find someone to share, without the feeling of being a burden to the person. Then I had a couple of friends I’m very close to. The downside is, they’re all guys. And being an attached female, this is a sensitive issue. Boyfriend wouldn’t like it. I restrain myself from being too close. But we’re still close. In terms of thoughts, communication, and everything. I feel like I’ve no freedom having a boyfriend. But I don’t want to lose him either. It’s like, emotional paradox, want and don’t want him around that kinda feeling. I was really confused. Even though things worked out fine eventually, there are boundaries around me now, everywhere, everything and everyone around me. I don’t like this feeling. Relationships are such a sad thing sometimes. But there’s no such thing as perfect relationship. I wouldn’t believe in it either.
I feel like I’ve changed a lot, especially during the time when I entered polytechnic life. I’m tired of change, should I continue changing just for boyfriend? I don’t know, I don’t really want to. Why can’t a guy just accept a girl who usually is closer to guys? Why are human so selfish? I say, because I know I won’t be able to accept my boyfriend being so close to another girl too, unless I’m very sure they’ve nothing going on. I don’t know, can’t be determined till it happens, but I hope I’m the one who has faith and trust in the other party, I don’t like the feeling of being mistrusted so I will trust him. Till the end? I hope. Saying it so confidently now can’t really show, because, afterall, nothing happened yet right.

Wei Qian and Shu Xian, I appreciate you girls a lot. Thanks.

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I’m feeling…

April 23, 2007 at 6:22 pm (Pissed, Ramblings -)

confused. Very very confused. I don’t know what to do what to say.
I don’t like this feeling.

Hais. Working and studying is tough without other things already. Good results, come back to me!
Maybe going IMM later.
Don’t want to work on Saturday. Training! IC! 3G! Hais.
Full of demands. WHICH I PAY BY MYSELF. So even if he’s bankrupt it doesn’t affect me at all since I’ve been earning my own allowance since last year. It kinda sucks to be the minority. HAIS.

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Many things happened.

March 31, 2007 at 1:51 am (Emo, Ramblings -)

Main thing would be my dad. He’s going to be declared bankrupt. I guess it’s a matter of time. Since long ago. But when we thought everything is turning for the better, well, shit happens. The effect on me wasn’t really that great, maybe because in my mind, I sort of knew this was coming. Someday. I’ve not been taking money from him since the end of O’s, which also significantly marks the end of my secondary school life.
I don’t know. Kind confused. I told Chu Xiang. His reaction was disappointing, and a little stupid. You don’t have to be jobless to be declared bankrupt. All you have to do is to owe fucking loads of money to different sources. Sometimes I really feel that we’re not suited to be together. But I really wish for this relationship to work. Hais. Breaking up is not that huge a matter, but we’re in the same CCA. Thoughts keep racing into my mind. Very very confused. I’ve no time to date either. My mum is not very pro dating. But I really want this relationship to work. HAIS. Is it love? I don’t know. Or maybe the fact that I’ll have to get another boyfriend.
I think… I much prefer the feeling of being 暧昧. It’s funnily interestingly intriguing.
Speaking of which, working is so much better nowadays, with dear (Natalie) and Chee Ming around. The two I’m closer to. Hahaha. And someone freaks me out. OMG. Shall tell this to deardear tomorrow. Miss him so much. I’m sneezing lots. Someone must miss me a lot. Lol.

That’s about all. Nothing much to say. *sigh* Being sick sucks.

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